Last week I started telling about what I did to change my life to live life in full when I was feeling uninspired and flat.
In that situation, I found an easy way out looking for a solution outside for what was wrong inside of me.
Instead of looking inside myself, I moved from Cornwall to London.
Please, don’t get me wrong here, I absolutely love London. I fell in love with London when I first came here when I was 15 years old. London is everything I hoped for, really a great place to live.
However, after a while, what was exciting about London became mundane to me. Once again, nothing could inspire me, so all the jobs I looked for were uninspiring. I gave the most boring interviews ever.
Of course, I didn’t get the job. And when I finally got a job, it was not for me.
I was so bored, so unhappy and so empty. Nothing excited me, it was not really the kind of life I wanted to live. I felt stuck.
Until a friend of mine literally shook me up and told me about what I do today, NLP, Hypnosis and Time Line Therapy®. I did the course.
When I was preparing for the course, the resistance inside me was saying “No!”
Because doing the course meant looking inside myself, and looking inside myself was very painful.
It was very painful to realise that I lost sight of my purpose, scared that I would never find my purpose.
Anyway, for some reason, I found a tiny little bit of strength inside and I did the course.
The first part was one week of where all my fellow participants were saying,
“Amazing!”, “a Miracle!”, “Magic”, “I am transforming, I am re-discovering myself”.
For me, it was a week of hell.
Because it meant looking inside myself. And what I saw inside I didn’t like. I was horrified.
But I pushed on, it was hard, but I pushed on. And the results, well … I’ll tell you in my next article!
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